I've received so much today. God thank you for revealing your heart to me during the raw run.
God I've realised how much of a selfish person I am, and Lord I've learnt that I have to view at the bigger picture in mind. God I wouldn't be where I am without your grace. Been such a bitch and a wretch but God your faithfulness prevails.

You know God, sometimes i feel like giving up but you give me strength. Lord thank you for even giving me the strength to focus on you, and not on anything else.

I know I am not a perfect person and I screw up more than half the time but Lord you've never left me. Where would I be without you?

In you I'm forever changed. Maybe it's me or maybe I am just too conscious of how others see me, but I really feel like I am a really bad person. But I believe Lord even as you continue to mould me, even as I surrender all that I have, and all that I am, Lord that you will do a work in me and make me someone you want me to be, someone everyone will see Your glory and see less of me, because of the fallen nature I am.

So help me Lord, be a better person for you. Thank you for giving me the perserverance today to cover mileages I thought I could never do. Amen :)

Chemistry today was amazingly easy. But i shall be content with what i have and not ask for too much heehees.

Anyways i simply decided to post a random post about my time in SLC as i come to think about things that happened and stuff like that. I believe for all the old birds, there will come a time in life whereby you will suddenly remember that, " hey i was in council before and i did a lot of crazy stuff " and seeing my juniors take over..hmm the good ol' days, good ol' days indeed.

And then you will think about some injustice you've suffered and all the nonsense you do (which sometimes in vain indeed) and you begin thinking " why did i even allow myself to go through all this". But trust me; one day when you begin to sit down and think, actually it is all worth it.

It's like taking care of a family. generations come and go, people join the family and leave, becoming different people. No doubt some will go haywire and do stupid things, but no one can deny that we indeed learnt many things beyond what the classroom has to offer. The seniors guide you, you guide the juniors, the cycle goes on and on.

I am not saying all this just because i used to head the council, but perhaps just as an "old man talking about his old days". If such camaradarie can exist throughout this 19 years of council, i believe that the juniors can make the council stronger and even bonded in the 20th year.

Just a old bird talking about his old-birdie days. Just as that.

been missing out on blogger life, been spamming on tumblr. Oh well, one week of 'O's is over and finally english and math is gone from my life. I totally screwed amath though and it's quite lame a reason. oh well can't be bothered and don't care. Hopefully soon it will be over and the lights will shine brightly once again.

SaraLee cakes are not that nice, trust me :)

I never say die.

Laiman: Eh ben, remember our deal ar, you must get lower than me in L1R5
Ben: Ok if i win you, you go to a bra shop, buy a bra, and do banana dance in it.
Laiman: OK SET. Let me think about your forfeit.go kiss wenzhen
Ben: Go and die
Laiman: Ok i need some time to think of yours, must be very evil >)



Lord i pray for Laiman's sanity to be back.

back to studying.

Bio- E8
Chem- F9
Physics- F9
Amath- F9

My honest opinions: wtf.